I'm not sure why exaclty, but I'm refusing to turn 30 today.
Bean calls it the First Anniversary of my 29th birthday. I'm okay with it.
I think maybe it's because I'm good here.
At 29 I'm married to the love of my life. In love with my children. Have the friends that I've always dreamed of and more or less at peace with my life.
Or at least I have found better peace than I ever thought possible.
Yes, I'm good here. I don't need to move on.
Or at least not yet.